So damn tired..

tomorrow is the aces day and there's concert for teacher's day.. i'm still worried about our dancers.. haiz.. they are just so inexperienced.. wonder if we could out win the rest of the performing group..

i went to practise for aces day dance this afternoon.. and jenny even composed a warming up and cooling down.. hmm.. i wasn't pretty much interested in that.. and i started to feel bored after a few run through.. so the so called "sian".. zZz

i feel so restless nowadays.. practices on saturday.. tuition for both myself and my job.. exam is coming.. and to think that we are gonna compete with others in syf with that kinda lousy dance.. i mean.. tha dancers are lousy.. head is gonna burst.. and teacher just asked me whether i need ming hui kor kor's help or not.. saying that he is willing to give me tuition on friday night.. ya.. although it may seems that teacher cared much for me.. but.. i'm just so tired.. responsibility is what i should say the main cause of all this..

guess i still have to bear for it then.. if not how i'm gonna survive in the next few years during my sec 4 and poly or jc life.. how i wish i could have a long holiday.. go to somewhere where there's nothing to disturb me.. and i shall make the "somewhere" into a paradise of my own.. i.. want a world of my own..