What is love..? (II)

so how do you feel.. after reading the previous post..? let's share about my views about love shall we..?

when i first started loving.. i always look at how beautiful the girl is.. well.. it is always good to have a beautiful girlfriend so that you could "show" it to your friend.. but i was wrong.. coz a girl with a good look doesn't mean she has a heart with a good look too..

so as time passes by.. i'm starting to look at the inner beauty of a girl.. it was going quite ok at the beginning somehow.. but.. i was wrong.. again.. coz a girl with a beautiful heart doesn't mean she will be understanding..

and up to now.. i've never succeeded in any of the relationship.. but i can't say that i failed.. coz at least i started a relation and though it ended.. both parties don't feel hurt that much.. there was one period when i felt really down.. coz the person i loved doesn't have any feeling for me.. i told what had happened to a quite a good friend of mine.. she doesn't know how to console me.. so she wished me best of luck.. but i replied.. "i don't need any luck.. i just need her heart.." well.. indeed.. having luck doesn't help if you don't have her heart.. coz love is a feeling.. you use your heart to feel a love.. and luck.. use it to strike a lottery maybe.. haha..

and here i wanted to thank that quite a good friend of mine for giving me support.. and if it's not her.. i might not live up till now.. hey.. if you are reading this.. you know what i mean right..? haha.. thanks for all the prayers to jesus christ.. or maybe more.. thank you..

ps. and do you know..? the posts this few days are actually for you.. and i hoped that i did something for you to get through your sweetest catastrophe.. all the best for ya..