The black foot steps i left behind..

woo hoo~~.. got to know that i've been posted to digital media course in singapore polytechnic.. hmm.. i'm quite looking forward to it.. haha.. ya.. a new start of my life.. how fun.. =)

hmm.. looking back at the diaries i've kept over a few years.. i reflected a lot.. i've put in my best effort in every relationship that i had whole heartedly.. even though it didn't turn out to be good.. i still try.. and try.. and try.. and now i've finally found out the reason why it always end with the worst senario.. which is what i think of..

i realise i'm too childish.. i'm a immatured bastard.. i thought love can be simple if both parties wants it to be simple.. but in fact it's not.. love can never be simple.. coz love doesn't stand alone.. it needs some other efforts to keep it nourished.. which ironically.. i don't think i have it yet right now.. and maybe that's the reason why i've made so many girls cried.. 因为我从没爱过人.. 我只有害过人.. i've made them fall in love yet i'm not careful enough to catch them without being hurt.. it's my fault.. all my fault..

well.. for now.. since i don't think i'm ready yet.. maybe i'll just stick with what i have now.. and until i think i'm ready.. i won't say hi to love again.. so fuck off cupid.. or i'll break all your arrows..