Looping highway..

time to update it.. nothing is motivating me to blog.. oh well.. i guess simple life does have its disadvantages.. oh wait.. i do have some exciting part to tell.. but guess i won't saying out here since it's something personal..

sometimes i really wonder.. why is it that we can't treat our love ones the same as our friends.. i mean the way we talk.. the way we behave.. the way we are retricted to what we wanna say.. i know there are sure to be differences.. but you get what i mean right? the words just won't come out even if we want to..

but anyway.. i'm just wondering.. don't get the wrong idea that i'm in love.. i've got no time for that stuff for now.. unless i'm sure she's the one for me.. but hell.. who can stand my demands for being my girlfriend? whatever..

lots of things going through my mind.. although it's not swirling.. but i think i'll get dizzy soon.. haha.. alright.. some randomness.. please forgive me..

it's not hard being a human.. but it's hard to think how to be a human..