A life with many road junctions..

alright.. i predict that this entry is gonna be a long one.. so don't get bored so soon all of ya.. hmm.. today is teacher's day.. might as well wish all teachers a happy teachers' day.. alright.. the story of mine starts now..

yesterday was really terrifying.. aces day dance and teacher's day performance and all sorts of cowdung.. i was quite alright with aces day.. that was just supposed to lead the school to have fun anyway.. so whatever stupid things i make also nevermind.. haha.. after the aces day workout.. i run back to IT resource room straight away.. gotta change fast into my costume and get ready to perform for the concert..

i'm really afraid that my dancers would cock out in the middle of the performance.. for those who don't understand what cock out means.. it means to do the wrong move or forgetting what to do.. ya.. i was so scared.. but you know.. i don't show my frightfulness infront of any people.. in fact.. i ask them to calm down.. coz being afraid on the stage is one of the restriction of performing.. i'm weird huh..? so at the end.. i'm the one who cock out.. wadde hell.. zZz.. nah.. i won't mind anyway.. my dancers' skin is more important than mine..

i went back home.. got changed into home clothes and go back to my primary school to see my teacher.. well.. doesn't really care if i got see my teacher or not.. i'm going there coz i've got nothing to do.. so bored.. after that.. i went to causeway point to meet Hanni and piggy.. Hanni asked us whether we wanted to go toa payoh to celebrate teachers' day with my dance instructor.. of coz.. how could i say "no".. so we went.. and got to my second home..

ya.. we celebrated teachers' day and had fun.. but.. again.. i saw the terrifying side of my dance instructor.. she asked us all out and wanted to talk to Hanni alone.. her eyes were red when she was coming out of the room.. i finally realize what had happened after that.. ya.. same old thing.. like what i experienced before.. the celebration is only part of their plot..

she told me a lot of thing.. of what has teacher said to her.. and what has she been thinking.. and i told her the following.. "This is the road that you choose.. as long as you are happy with it.. i wouldn't have any objection.. coz you got your own sets of thinking.. you know what is good for you.. and you know what will make you happy..but remember.. any road you choose will lead to different kind of consequences.. hope that you won regret of anything.. teacher was right in some way.. but also wrong in some way.. wish you could analyse it well and make the right decision.."

ya.. i said all that.. and she replied me.. "you are a great guy.." huh? did i see wrongly.. i'm just telling her my perspective of life.. anyway.. just feel that the whole incident is outrageous.. and it's stupid..

just checked out her blog.. hmm.. well.. ermz.. she is still so pitiful as ever.. haiz.. i've read all the struggles that she had in that particular month.. suddenly.. feel that i'm a jerk.. i'm so obsessed into my feeling and i've neglect of how she feel..

dearie.. i still love you as much as before.. i've promised that i'm going to wait.. and i'll do it.. and i'm already doing it.. never mention of back out coz that is not in my dictionary.. i just hope.. just hope.. hope that you still have the same feeling towards me like the days when we were together.. i.. really love you.. and.. i wanna say sorry to you for my cool act this few months.. i'm sorry.. really really sorry.. haiz.. i love you.. dearie..

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