On my own..

hmm.. not much had happened recently.. except that i feel damn pissed off with the aunty in my working place.. zZz.. everytime come find me and scold here and there.. but whatever la.. last four days and i'm quit.. throw dishes at her face.. wahaha..

for the past weeks.. i feel so much carefree.. er.. not that "carefree" ok.. hmm.. no one to restrict my doings.. so fun.. i can sleep whenever i wanna sleep.. play whenever i wanna play.. flirt whenever i wanna flirt.. oops.. i shouldn't have spelled that word.. but anyway.. no burden at all.. haha.. guess this is the kinda life that suits me..

but.. haiz.. it's happening again.. why are there so many girls around me..? i feel so fucked up.. zZz.. everytime when there's one down.. there's another up.. maybe it is me who is thinking too much.. but her reaction towards me are kinda different in the past.. and my feeling towards her is.. hell la.. i don't wanna talk about it anymore.. i'm not ready yet.. i don't wanna make girls feel heartbroken and cry in front of me again.. especially she is the one i wanna protect.. oh man.. this is freak..

hmm.. my new life is officially starting in three weeks time.. hope there won't be another tammy.. lol.. hmm.. kinda worried about the sec ones.. they sure are gonna fight if i'm not around teaching them.. zZz.. well.. let's see then.. things might not turn out that way.. ya.. a cold war probably.. -.-