Feeble mask..

it's good that you can get someone's well wishes once in a while to help you in everything you do.. it's kinda important.. and probably the best drug in the world.. yea when i say drug it means it's addictive for those who are not as strong-willed.. but well.. you can never underestimate the potential it wields..

i kinda realise that just a few months ago.. to many people it may seem just like a normal thing.. cheering up people and stuff.. but to me it's not.. since i always keep things to myself.. and perhaps it is this reason.. that i don't like to use the sentence "good luck to you" to cheer people up.. i just feel that it is very irresponsible of me to say that to anyone.. and in a way.. i feel that it's just a better way to say that "even if you are successful.. you got that only by luck"..

you can say that i'm thinking too much.. but well.. this is how i feel.. and i know those who said that are just being kind.. so i don't get irritated when people say that to me.. or maybe i'll just reply them in a joking tone like "thanks but i only depend on my own strength".. but i won't say it to others.. coz i believe those who deserve my well wishes can do it without having luck..

maybe i'm too serious about this trivial matter if you may say.. but you have to have a principal of your own to live as yourself.. as what i believed.. this is what develops a character within you.. and thus making you as an individual..

it's not about the posture that you present.. but the aura you emit..