Principle..

seems like everyone has their own problems ey.. haha.. it's just like reading my past posts.. i will laugh them off like what the hell am i thinking right then.. it's like looking at all those yellowish.. ragged photos.. while recalling what kinda stupid thing you've done..

from young i've always been receiving.. you know.. being the smallest in family and all.. spoiled brat you can say.. even till now i still haven't got rid of that bad habit.. but at least i learnt to give.. after coming to a turning point at a certain point of my life..

so when i learnt to give.. i also learnt that there are people who are there to receive.. people who needs and deserved my givings.. however at that point of time.. as a human.. i just couldn't accept the fact that when you are giving.. there is no guarantee that you'll receive anything..

and now.. i've come to know just recently.. that you don't expect to receive if you decided to give.. coz then it defeats the purpose of giving..

if you wanna give and give it all out.. don't do it half-hearted which makes you sway from your path.. anyway if you really desire to receive from those who you gave.. isn't a smile from them enough already?

i've seen people giving and got frustrated for not receiving back.. and ya.. it's just like looking back at the me 3 years ago.. and when i try to talk to them.. again i saw the old me.. being stubborn and all.. refusing to listen to anyone.. not that i listen to others now anyway.. oh well..

i'm not trying to show off how much i know.. i'm trying to give all i can.. to all people who needs those givings.. and i'm not trying to show off how much i can give.. i'm just trying to absorb all your glum faces.. sorrow.. sadness.. anything negative.. and get the smiles back on your currently damned face..

若想付出.. 付其极出.. 莫想回报.. 回其不报..