Habit of caring..

been busy with assignments.. and my dance composition.. i totally don't understand why do we have to choreograph dance in that way.. being abstract is so not me.. oh well.. maybe like what someone has said.. although we were told that we can be ourselves there.. you still are bind to their system and thus having to go their way..

though it really isn't pleasing to go their way.. well.. being one of the four out of twenty-five pieces to show in the showcase kinda make me feel a bit relief.. at least my attempt to go their way is not in vain..

maybe i shouldn't be writing this here.. but i really think nafa has a serious problem in choreographing dance.. like.. what makes faun a faun when the "faun" is wearing indian costume..? and i totally don't understand why can it be called contemporary indian dance just coz it has improvisation work in it.. neither do i understand how can they call a supposedly a ballet piece to be indian rework piece just by changing the hand gesture..

despite all that i still see them posting an according-to-them email from the public saying how our department made a good attempt in merging eastern and western dance together and it was great and all.. i really wonder who that idiot is.. or maybe it's just a fake encouragement from the office.. oh well.. who knows..?

hmm.. time will come i guess.. not the time for me to understand.. but the time for me to leave them and enjoy my two years army.. ok that totally sucks.. lol.. oh man.. i wanna go china to study choreography badly..

oh by the way.. is it weird to go for movie alone..? why are so many people shocked when i tell them that i actually do that sometimes.. =/

freedom is when you have break through restrictions..