Seriously..

you know.. we are always in the situation where one thing comes after one another when the previous one just ended.. it’s too tiring.. but it’s too satisfying..

it’s always about the mentality of how you see things.. some people will feel happy when they did it.. while others will say like oh at least we got it.. but still i believe that spreading the positive around will help us to stay together..

although i kinda know what’s gonna happen at year end.. no matter it’s gonna happen or not.. that’s why my project must work.. my project has to work.. and it’s gonna work.. coz i believe in it and all the other people that inspire me to do it..

well i guess the very first thing i’ve gotta do is to make the first step and be proactive.. i can’t wait anymore.. there’s no time coz of that stupid ns.. if not i would have like 2 more years to get prepared and launch execution.. i need leaders.. i need someone who can take over my place.. and apparently there hasn’t been a suitable candidate..

the problems of having youngsters is that they are already gone just when their thinking have matured.. and those who stayed on are the immatured ones.. not that i’m complaining.. but well i guess it’s really important to make everyone stay on so we can grow and mature together rather than leaving one by one.. and also to pass on the knowledge to the kids so they can take over us..

i need people who can teach them the right things.. but i guess i’ll start with myself first.. alright.. that’s the plan.. sounds good but dangerous too.. but that’s what makes life interesting..

education.. no effort from you.. no change in them..