Being superior..

many of my friends had came up to me and say "thank you".. coz my previous posts on love have enlighten them in some way.. well.. welcome all of ya.. glad that my words can guide you through.. =)

actually.. i'm happy that i can be of help.. but.. i feel lonely somehow.. i don't know why.. i should be happy that i can be the candle light that guides the others.. enlighten them when i tell them my perspectives of life and love.. but.. maybe is coz of this kinda superiority.. i lost the chance of being guided..

although i can be the candle light.. but deep inside me.. how i hoped.. that there's also a ray of light guiding me through my way.. when i was young.. i always hope i could have the superior ability to help others.. to help them solve their problem.. coz the feeling of achieving it is so great~.. but.. now i've learnt that being superior than the others.. means being lonely.. and you can only depend on yourself whenever there's a problem.. there's not even a shoulder for you to rely on.. let alone for the ray of lights..

and now.. how i wished.. i've never had that hope when i was young.. coz.. what has to be exchange for achieving it.. is too much for me.. and guess i gotta live with the wind forever.. coz.. i'm a fading silhouette.. no one can ever saw me.. nor can they spot me..