The pathway to your innate charcter..

hmm.. today went for my poly enrolment alone at about 11.45.. damn suck la.. up till now i don't see anyone that i favoured went into singapore poly.. zZz.. and i've got my student admission card made there.. woohoo~.. i feel the signs of changing of my life.. hmm.. then went to the showcasing of the clubs there.. damn lots of them.. and every club organised a camp.. that's like.. where the hell do they get so much money.. finished at around 3 in the afternoon..

i came across this club.. they sort of believed in jesus and talk to me about the upcoming movie davinci code.. haha.. oh well.. he talks then i listen.. that's the basic courtesy ok.. although most of it didn't get into my head.. then they ask me to do surveys.. hmm.. ask me use a word to describe my life and so on.. *shruggs*

anyway.. do you guys ever thought that you understand fully of yourself..? well.. for me.. i don't.. this feeling of mine become stronger when i heard my voice after recorded.. it's totally different.. i don't know how to put it in words.. but it is totally different.. just think.. the voice that you heard when you speak is different from your voice when recorded.. could it be meaning that there's much more you need to discover about yourself than to discover about others..? well.. i don't know.. and furthermore.. who cares? haha..

i'm starting to feel that i have many scary thoughts and frightening ideas.. but.. that isn't gonna stop me from having them.. and i think i'm starting to fall in love again.. fucked up.. i better diverse my focus now.. -.-