Speaking..

one month had past and this blog is turning into dust.. nah.. anyway.. just here to write some crap la.. i'm feeling rather down lately.. maybe it's just coz of lack of sleep.. with performances.. piled up school works and projects.. dance troupes.. this is insane.. and i think i've pon many lessons for the sake of that stupid performance.. haiz.. i'm getting nowhere..

some words to myself.. perserverance and concentration is all you need.. once you are done with this year.. you are safe.. please.. take no more of outside influence.. including the you-know-what.. stop messing with girls.. you know they are troublesome to deal with.. you understand and you know everything that they'll do coz you've gone through it times after times.. you are sick of it aren't you..?

hmm.. feeling a bit better now.. a lesson that i learnt.. to be heartless is one way to get things done easily.. this sentence is so damn true.. and now i really understand why there're so many inhumane stuffs happening..

i'm one step closer to a devil..