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i think i care too much.. to care silently is a phrase i should always remember.. alright.. i don't even know what am i talking about.. my mind is in a mess.. whatever.. i should be happy now.. but why? i can't stop thinking.. i always ask others not to think too much in the end i'm the one thinking too much.. well.. who asked me to grab a chance which is not mine..

man.. i wish someone can give me a tight slap to wake me up.. wadde fuck am i doing..? i really do not know.. and why am i typing all these shit down..? wadde hell.. something gotta be wrong with me.. i think i should go to the next appointment with the psychologist.. i put her on plane for the first appointment.. lol..

i don't think i can sleep tonight.. haiz.. wadde fuck is wrong with me? DAMN IT