Season-less city.. Season-full heart beat..

"careful.. don't fall down my sweet heart.. it's very painful if you fall and hurt yourself.." "why can't you listen to me? i've had more life experienced and i know this is not gonna work.. so why are you so stubborn?" "it's not even right to ignore others comment.. especially when i'm a walking encyclopedia.."

kinda familiar doesn't it..? these are all warnings.. precautions.. anti-danger measures taken by people to another person.. they sound really boasting.. but they also carries the most amount of love.. but for one thing which i'm very sure.. is that i never give a damn to these things..

i always believe you have to experience before you can learn and internalise something.. which also makes it your own.. so when my father talks to me about these kinda things.. i never really listen to it.. unless i see it for myself.. i wouldn't know how discouraging the truth is.. i wouldn't believe how pain it's gonna hurt me..

and now i know how pain it was.. i kinda followed my father's foot step.. telling people about how pain this is.. how wrong that is.. but the thing is.. no one ever really listen.. and now i understand the frustration of no one is heeding your advice..

but well.. i can only say that they are adventurous people like myself.. although what they are encountering now is what i've been through when i'm much younger.. at least 3 to 4 years younger than them.. and although it's frustrating.. i still believe you have to experience all things by yourself.. all i can say is.. dad.. when this early maturing is a world trend.. it also means early rebellious stage..

but i'm very happy to see someone maturing through the ordeals of thinking-too-much.. and i believe he will succeed.. more successful than most of the people i know.. and for now i'll shut my door from the outside.. if you want my help.. come to me yourself..

unattainable dreams are the best kind..