Blessing in disguise..

it just got to me that.. fate and destiny are just too amazing.. they bring two person close and then seperate the next second.. here i am thinking i can overcome that power.. but i can't.. or maybe currently can't.. it's just beyond my control now.. but i can and i will in the future.. coz i'm ambitious..

the time for ups and downs has come again.. nothing to be done right now.. or maybe in the near future.. all i can say is you know.. life just doesn't go the way you want.. i don't mean it's frustrating for me.. in fact it's expectable.. but someday i'll make life go my way.. totally my way and absolutely my way.. coz i'm ambitious..

many says dancer needs to learn to dance out yourself.. express your soul and all kinda stuff.. i think it's bullshit.. once you are a dancer.. you are no longer yourself.. you are everything.. you are the universe.. so if you are the universe.. how can you be your tiny self..? so agian.. bullshit..

too may random thoughts.. probably coz of too many confusions.. and when there's too many confusions.. self destruction occurs.. oh sorry.. aftereffect of trying to choreograph a dance.. haha.. oh well..

a bit of faith can fly you far away..