Transparent..

and it happened again.. the time when i get emotional for no reason.. suddenly i feel so weak.. suddenly i feel so useless.. and suddenly i feel that i can't hold on anymore.. i feel so uneasy when so many people are around.. i feel like a scared child.. it's just so.. indescribably uncomfortable..

and i just thought to myself.. why bother..? no one's gonna care.. you've been too strong for anyone to care about you.. so stfu..

and this is my shortest post ever..

it's so sad.. that my tears ran out..