讽刺..

below is something i've been work on for two days.. but i don't know what it is.. it doesn't rhyme if it is a poem.. and it doesn't have a strong feeling if it is a song.. so i guess it is a bit of both..? haha.. whatever.. it's written in chinese.. so i'm sorry for those non-chinese who is reading this.. the title is 讽刺.. and please note that this thing i've written has nothing to do with things happening around me.. i wrote this merely is coz i have some inspiration.. though it's not really nice anyway.. =/

抽屉里一封封的信
让我想到我生命里
有一个和你的回忆
一段痛苦的记忆

你是上天对我的恩赐
但我口中谎言一次又一次
彻底用错了爱你的方式
终于有一天, 你离我而驰

你说爱情已是历史
痛苦的煎熬才是开始
我真的好想说
这真是讽刺

这段时间像个行尸走肉
度日如年, 度秒如分钟
总算熬到现在, 像对好朋友
但要补偿你的想法, 却没人懂

后来知道你有心上人
我牺牲时间与精力等
为你打开了他的心门
却在过程中发现, 我把最爱拱手让人

你说痛苦已是历史
爱情的滋润才是开始
我真的好想说
这真是讽刺

看你和他那么开心
开始觉得不应踏进你的生命
既然已经放弃了你
我又为什么会有那么大的醋劲

曾经以为爱你是历史
原来现在才是开始
我真的好想说
这真是讽刺

and i think i should emphasize again.. this thing has nothing to do with things happening around me.. please don't jump to conclusion.. thank you.. =)