Finality dead end..
hmm.. felt a bit relieved after telling that person my thoughts and feeling.. well.. what more can i do..? i can only sit and wait for that person to come to me.. but.. this is such a big gamble.. zZz.. we might go back to square one if not game over..
anyway.. went to my junior's house today.. haha.. saw lots his little brothers' toys.. hmm.. i sorta having a flash back when i'm still a small boy.. not much of it though.. don't know where all those memories went.. but.. who cares..
the sky today is everchanging.. just like my mood today.. oh wadde hell.. who ask me to be a hero.. haiz.. oh yeah.. i think i'm quitting hui guan.. hmm.. that is such a big decision.. ya.. it's sort of tiring being in there.. and i wanna take those time to familiarise with the poly system.. hope it won't turn out like what i'm doing in secondary school.. that's what my father told me.. and i agreed.. i'm so amazed.. -.-
was advicing this little guy on how to win his dreamgirl's heart.. and i realise i've learnt many things towards relationship.. but.. so what..? i know how to advice people and help people.. yet i cannot even help myself.. crap isn't it..? you guys there.. wanna help me with my life..? hmm.. better don't.. you'll fall into a bottomless pit and never get out.. just like me..
to you.. the reason why i told you so much about hui guan is coz i'm leaving.. it's a dreadful place.. it's best not to go there for innocent people like you.. heed my advice.. do not stay there for too long.. continue if you really love dance.. but don't climb too high.. and don't ask me anymore things about hui guan.. coz knowing too much is not going to do you any good at all.. it may make you suffer instead.. lastly.. i still have feelings for you.. but as i said.. i'm not ready yet.. i won't bother you with any of my nonsense.. at least i feel i'm talking nonsense if you may not think so.. thus i could only show my feelings through other ways.. and all i know is to protect those who i wanna protect.. and you are the one.. so.. no chance for this.. at least a chance for that.. hmm? and here.. dedicated to you.. the last song of the cd that i gave you.. Let Me Die.. enjoy.. =)
alright.. enough of my nonsense.. give all of you one quote that i learnt.. 爱没有对与错.. 只有被动与主动..
anyway.. went to my junior's house today.. haha.. saw lots his little brothers' toys.. hmm.. i sorta having a flash back when i'm still a small boy.. not much of it though.. don't know where all those memories went.. but.. who cares..
the sky today is everchanging.. just like my mood today.. oh wadde hell.. who ask me to be a hero.. haiz.. oh yeah.. i think i'm quitting hui guan.. hmm.. that is such a big decision.. ya.. it's sort of tiring being in there.. and i wanna take those time to familiarise with the poly system.. hope it won't turn out like what i'm doing in secondary school.. that's what my father told me.. and i agreed.. i'm so amazed.. -.-
was advicing this little guy on how to win his dreamgirl's heart.. and i realise i've learnt many things towards relationship.. but.. so what..? i know how to advice people and help people.. yet i cannot even help myself.. crap isn't it..? you guys there.. wanna help me with my life..? hmm.. better don't.. you'll fall into a bottomless pit and never get out.. just like me..
to you.. the reason why i told you so much about hui guan is coz i'm leaving.. it's a dreadful place.. it's best not to go there for innocent people like you.. heed my advice.. do not stay there for too long.. continue if you really love dance.. but don't climb too high.. and don't ask me anymore things about hui guan.. coz knowing too much is not going to do you any good at all.. it may make you suffer instead.. lastly.. i still have feelings for you.. but as i said.. i'm not ready yet.. i won't bother you with any of my nonsense.. at least i feel i'm talking nonsense if you may not think so.. thus i could only show my feelings through other ways.. and all i know is to protect those who i wanna protect.. and you are the one.. so.. no chance for this.. at least a chance for that.. hmm? and here.. dedicated to you.. the last song of the cd that i gave you.. Let Me Die.. enjoy.. =)
alright.. enough of my nonsense.. give all of you one quote that i learnt.. 爱没有对与错.. 只有被动与主动..
*我试着去主动了.. 你会被动吗..?*
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