Plot twist..

i don't know what's going on.. i felt utterly sad.. yet i feel somewhat happy.. time and again.. why do those whom i care have to go through this kinda thing..? i might not show it on my face.. but i was stunned.. i was surprised.. i was so sad.. i was so disappointed in myself upon hearing what happened.. some kinda mixed feeling happening inside of me..

but coz of this.. the distance seems to get shorter and shorter.. which is.. good in a way.. i don't know how should i feel now.. but anyway.. seeing that she's alive and kicking really brightens up my day.. as i said.. "i wished for nothing but the scenes of the happy you.."

somehow i love the song i'm playing now.. though i don't really know what the hell is she singing.. but the tune kinda caught me.. especially the violin played after the first chorus finished.. i really can feel the chill down my spine.. it's the best evidence that i'm touched..

快歌慢歌，能打动人心的就是好歌