The heart that sings..

time for a little update.. been so long since i have anything to write about.. one thing i really wanna talk about is that i had a good start of december.. although things didn't really go the way i imagined they would be.. but hey.. at least they went as i planned.. which is good enough i guess..

to top that off.. i got myself a little sister.. it's not that kinda.. you know.. child play during our teenage life where everyone just start calling each other mother father brother and all sorts of crazy addresses.. it's.. kinda lame.. at least to me.. coz i had a lot of "sisters" and "brothers" before.. and as time goes by we just don't contact each other anymore.. except for the only few who i took the initiative to contact..

so this time round.. i hope to make it more significant.. and.. how do i say it..? more dependable i think..? coz this little girl is the first person ever made me feel that she'll make it.. not that i've never met anyone who can make it before.. but there are just something about her that are different from others.. and so it sparks me to make this decision.. so yup.. i've done it.. and now that she's my little sister.. no matter what she does.. where she is.. she'll always be my little sister.. there's no doubt about it..

somehow i think this affection in me is acting up again.. after so long.. but i guess i can control it now that i'm feeling a little bit different than before.. it's something hard to explain.. i think my friends who have been around me for quite some time can feel the change in me.. ever since i came back from resting coz of my knee injury..

and i need to buck up already.. those wasted time in army made me lose out so much to others that i can barely catch up.. and i also need to cut down on food and drinks intake now that i've not been exercising so much like before.. i need to think of ways to make full use of my time.. and transform myself within these two years so i'm ready to tackle what's to come..

so all in all.. a good start of the month.. and i hope this month will mark a good end to the year..

it is a dream.. yes.. a dream waiting to be realized..