Exchanging reputation for attention..

well.. few days ago.. i was chatting with my friend while eating KFC.. he crap a lot.. haha.. and unexpectedly.. he had also say a lot of words which comes right from the bottom of his heart.. hmm.. just shared with him some of my experience.. told him quite a bit about the world of love.. so you could have guess what happen couldn't you..? ya.. had some problems with girls again..

he said he went steady with a girl just to get the attention of another girl.. that's really the shock of my life.. although i may not look like it huh buddy.. if you are reading it..

well.. there's many ways to get attention.. you don't have to do this you know.. it's like what my title is.. exchanging reputation for attention.. surely a guy like you can find other ways to get attention from other people.. and you know what i mean don't you..?

attention can fall under two categories.. good image and bad image.. so buddy.. you know which one you are in.. my buddy once told me that.. he was only interested on what i think.. not what i've gone through.. well.. here is it.. for me.. i don't really care if i have other people's attention or not.. whether is it good or bad.. as long as i'm being myself.. why would i bother to know what other people thinks.. and guess what..? attention usually comes when you are being yourselves.. the natural self..

So lame.. That i can't say anything..

finally.. finished all my paper.. so anxious so know my result.. haha.. coz i can buy a lot of things i want if the results are good.. PS2.. handphone.. and of coz.. the air ticket.. haha.. but.. the greater you wish.. the harder you fall.. so better keep my mind and heart as "neutral" if not i may fall hard and end up in the hospital..

today.. i went to my friend's house and found out a game i've never came across.. called valkyrie profile.. it's a RPG.. which means role playing game.. well.. sometimes their line was so lame that i feel like throwing something at them..

an example is that there is a point where a boy learn that the girl he loved actually had lost her parents.. and the girl had always wanted to live happily with her own family.. but it can never come true.. so the boy went to find the cerulean lapis which grants wish to whoever that found them.. and the boy wished that the girl could live happily with her parents.. and you know what..? the girl died.. zZz.. just coz her parents cannot be alive again.. so she will go to hell along with them.. wadde hell..

and that's not the lamest part.. i almost fell down when i saw this dialogue said by valkyrie.. "just because he loved her.. he wishes for her death..?" *oh i'm F~R~E~E~Z~I~N~G~*

man.. that's the lamest game i've ever played.. but it has a great plotting though.. and i loved it.. think i might complete it in one week coz i'm gonna play whenever i'm home.. i'm a game maniac as always..

[Here is the one i'm talking about just now..]

Pain continues..

today just had geography paper 2 and maths paper 2.. maths is just another crap to me.. whereas geography.. haha.. threw around by me.. which means i've flung it.. 25 marks flew away from paper 2..

yesterday when i woke up.. i realised that my foot has a whole patch of blue black.. wadde heck.. nah.. don't wanna care.. just another stupid thing to happen to me..

anyway.. i'm starting to feel that i'm gonna do well in this major exam.. i have full confidence in my maths and chinese.. and also my combine science.. about combine humanities.. not too bad nor too well.. it's only english that i scared the most..

hmm.. just hope i can reach my goals.. goals consist of dreams and reality..

In pain..

was playing basketball just now.. i ran across the ring and shoot the ball.. then i landed.. but wadde heck.. i step onto someone else foot and fell.. my ankle is seriously sprained and i could feel the strain on my ankle when i'm walking now.. zZz.. today is not a day for me..

had my social studies and maths paper 1 today.. social studies wasn't too difficult.. in fact it was so easy that i've got so much to write.. resulting in handing up an incomplete paper.. zZz.. maths was quite alright.. except for a few question that really made me crack my brains..

realise some big news a few days ago.. my junior.. whom always said that he won't fall in love so in such an early stage.. actually fall in love with a girl.. i was like.. wadde toot? haha.. hmm.. guess he is really innocent.. the way he describe his day.. which was like he lives on only for the sake of her.. is really funny.. almost laugh my teeth out.. like a kid just came into this world without knowing anything.. but the way he describe his love towards the girl really touched my heart.. so pure and innocent.. and i respect him for that..

but i also pity him.. only realise what is love in such a stage.. a stage where emotion can get to the highest and also the lowest.. i'm really scared that he would do something stupid.. hmm.. i think.. love is the greatest creation and invention of human.. since when..? ever since when adam and eve appeared in this world..

Resting to have my wounds recovered..

just went to watch resident evil.. though they says high level of violence and nudity content.. i had seen none of that.. wadde hell.. -.-

had been a long time since i updated my blog last time.. was busy with my own work.. and i'm here to take my breathe in case i suffocated under piles of book and mountains of paper.. had english paper today.. hmm... level of difficulty is moderate.. although i'm not sure whether i can get high marks.. ermz.. did i just said level of difficulty..? oh man.. got infected by T-virus.. =X

hmm.. getting really cold nowadays.. i mean it literally.. and ermz.. oh well.. it also contains some meaning of lame.. and it doesn't mean that i'm physicaly disabled.. -.- alright.. i know you are getting cold.. have something to heat up yaself to prevent you from getting freezed to death..

well.. really don't know what to write.. think i'll write again next time.. which is two weeks from now i think.. gotta prepare for my exams.. and another thing.. i've changed the phrases in the status bar.. hope you like it and happy guessing of what it means..