The glowing necklace..
today is 121212.. most people treat it as a day of confession.. i suppose it is to me too.. but not in a boy girl relationship kinda thing.. but deeper than that.. with deeper meaning.. it's like how you met something that caught your heart when you are in the midst of daily strolling.. plain simple.. exceptionally difficult.. and heart stoppingly special..
it's been a long time since i poured so much of my dark secrets out.. and we have so much in common.. the things we like.. the ways we behave.. and the thoughts we share.. they are so similar that it's almost unbelievable.. but i have to say that it's always this kinda special person that enter each different phrases of my life.. that guides me and pushes me to my limit even though i'm at the end of the cliff.. and coz of that.. i fly.. without realising i have the ability to do so..
but it's like what the chinese says.. there's no gathering without people leaving.. hard fucked truth huh..? i always know.. that what you gave out will never equate to what you get in return.. but somehow i will give away my everything.. everytime.. it's just the way i behave.. it's just the way i feel.. and it's just the way i believe that.. you need to answer to nothing except yourself.. as the saying goes.. live with no regrets.. dun left a space here and there.. and after you realized you could have done better.. all is gone.. nothing's left..
heartaches will happen.. but it will never stop me from improving.. i need a better me.. to protect the ones i love.. to take their hands and walk through the adversities.. while i shield away all unhappiness from them.. so stay behind my back.. while i force a way out for all of you..
it's been a long time since i poured so much of my dark secrets out.. and we have so much in common.. the things we like.. the ways we behave.. and the thoughts we share.. they are so similar that it's almost unbelievable.. but i have to say that it's always this kinda special person that enter each different phrases of my life.. that guides me and pushes me to my limit even though i'm at the end of the cliff.. and coz of that.. i fly.. without realising i have the ability to do so..
but it's like what the chinese says.. there's no gathering without people leaving.. hard fucked truth huh..? i always know.. that what you gave out will never equate to what you get in return.. but somehow i will give away my everything.. everytime.. it's just the way i behave.. it's just the way i feel.. and it's just the way i believe that.. you need to answer to nothing except yourself.. as the saying goes.. live with no regrets.. dun left a space here and there.. and after you realized you could have done better.. all is gone.. nothing's left..
heartaches will happen.. but it will never stop me from improving.. i need a better me.. to protect the ones i love.. to take their hands and walk through the adversities.. while i shield away all unhappiness from them.. so stay behind my back.. while i force a way out for all of you..
acting stupid for the sake of one's smile.. is never stupid..
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