讽刺..
below is something i've been work on for two days.. but i don't know what it is.. it doesn't rhyme if it is a poem.. and it doesn't have a strong feeling if it is a song.. so i guess it is a bit of both..? haha.. whatever.. it's written in chinese.. so i'm sorry for those non-chinese who is reading this.. the title is 讽刺.. and please note that this thing i've written has nothing to do with things happening around me.. i wrote this merely is coz i have some inspiration.. though it's not really nice anyway.. =/抽屉里一封封的信让我想到我生命里有一个和你的回忆一段痛苦的记忆你是上天对我的恩赐但我口中谎言一次又一次彻底用错了爱你的方式终于有一天, 你离我而驰你说爱情已是历史痛苦的煎熬才是开始我真的好想说这真是讽刺这段时间像个行尸走肉度日如年, 度秒如分钟总算熬到现在, 像对好朋友但要补偿你的想法, 却没人懂后来知道你有心上人我牺牲时间与精力等为你打开了他的心门却在过程中发现, 我把最爱拱手让人你说痛苦已是历史爱情的滋润才是开始我真的好想说这真是讽刺看你和他那么开心开始觉得不应踏进你的生命既然已经放弃了你我又为什么会有那么大的醋劲曾经以为爱你是历史原来现在才是开始我真的好想说这真是讽刺and i think i should emphasize again.. this thing has nothing to do with things happening around me.. please don't jump to conclusion.. thank you.. =)
Forced to be..
i went to ask my friend to compose a sad and sentimental poem for me.. and hey.. she did quite well.. haha.. i kinda like that.. coz it reminds me of something.. though i forgot what it is.. hmm.. really touches my heart.. felt like crying after reading it.. but i can't.. my tears were dried up.. is it coz of the contact lenses i'm wearing..? no.. it's coz i have a soulless heart..Jealousy starts to build up in me.. But i try to hide it so you can't see..I forced myself to smile at you.. How much i love you, you won't have a clue..I know if i confess, it won't change a thing..Coz your heart is already with him.. All i can do is stay by your side..Be there for you day and night..I've tried to forget you, but i can't..I wanted to give up, but i shan't..I have hope that one day you'll see..Just how much you mean to me..But right now i'll just stay here..Watching you whisper in his ear..Watch you blush as he takes your hand..My broken heart only you can mend..I have hope that the very word that i long to hear..You will one day say it out dear..And for now all i can do is wait..I guess i was just too late.. So i leave you two alone and walked away.. "he's my best friend" i heard you say..A friend si all i'll ever be.. I guess you will never like me.. With that thought i kept on walkingTrying not to let you see me crying.. Hearing your laughter as you walked off together..My eyes were red and my heart shattered..Oh darling i really do love you..Will you ever love me too..?
My job is done..
I think it's time to part with thy..
Good friends? oh well, we can never be..
You satisfied your desire, yet i had none..
Of all the things that i wished, it is love..
You once wished me good luck for it..
No, i just need one heart to fit..
One heart that brings mine together..
And let me tell her words like "forever"..
But i know i am being a fool..
Coz no one will believe forever is true..
Ghost story which freaks you out..
there was this guy who was waiting for the bus at mid-night.. as the last bus was at 12:45.. he waited for it at 12:30.. so he wait and wait.. it was 12:50 already.."hey.. damn that bus.. the time had passed.." he thought to himself.. "oh well.. whatever.. keep on waiting then.." so he wait and wait and wait.. it was 01:15 already.. "wadde hell.. it's already half an hour passed.. and the bus hasn't come yet.. and woo~.. this night breeze is giving me goosebumps.. oh well.. i shall wait for a while more then.."so he wait and wait and wait and wait.. it was 01:30.. at last.. he saw the front light of the bus coming towards the bus stop.. and he waved.. and he realised that the bus was travelling very slowly.. "stupid asshole.. can't you drive faster..? damn.."finally.. the bus was going to reach.. and he realised that there was no bus driver on the bus!! "hey.. this is getting spooky.." in the midst of his thought.. he also discovered that the door was opened.. so he board the bus.. and saw no one in the bus!! "freak.. this is strange.. and it's already so late.. am i seeing.. that thing?" too scared to think further.. he alight the bus from the back door.. jus then.. he heard someone panting.. "f**k.. what's that sound..? oh man.. don't tell me is that thing.." he was frightened by the panting.. but due to curiousity.. he went to the direction of the sound which came from the rear of the bus.. and to his horror.. he saw~~~~~~~~~~~.. the bus driver having a hard time pushing the damn bus which was broke down.. and he joined in the "fun"..oh my god.. that is lame.. haha.. anyway.. this story is really funny.. haha..
