Fate..

alright.. today i'm gonna gonna introduce a song since i've got no interesting stuff to write about.. i've upload it to my blog.. and i came across it a few days ago.. i kinda like it very much.. haha.. it's by a chinese boy band.. hmm.. for the benefits of the non-chinese.. i shall write down what the song is trying to say since i can't find the lyrics now..

hmm.. this guy somehow is going to die.. and the god of death is knocking at the door to fetch his soul to the netherworld.. so the whole song is about the guy struggling and what he is feeling.. and at the end.. he died anyway.. wahaha.. that was just how i think.. maybe you guys will have a different views about this song..

i'll get the lyrics as soon as possible and translate for the non-chinese.. but i guess the music alone is more than enough for you to make the lyrics out.. that's all for today..

Being understanding..

wow.. it's been a while huh..? so long that i'm getting so unfamiliar with this blog thing.. anyway.. won't be posting much as i'm preparing for my O level.. or should i say i can only post when my mother was asleep..? nah.. it's still the same..

hmm.. first wanna talk about something that i think that was once part of me.. ya.. just like dance.. somehow i feel a very.. i don't know how to say.. haha.. just a very comfortable feeling.. ya.. sorry.. my vocabulary is limited..

alright.. here's the main topic.. being understanding.. recently.. one of my closest friend ask me.. to me.. what is being understanding..? as in boy-girl relationship.. ya.. i guessed so.. what could have happened to her if it's not her relation with her dear.. oh well.. haha.. that's not the main point.. so she went on to talk about what happened to her.. this part i shall keep it confidential..

to me.. being understand in the boy-girl relationship.. means that you have to understand what he or she is going through at that time.. understand his or her difficulties.. and after knowing all that.. you have to understand that which are the suitable ways to last this relationship.. you cannot just look at the things by their surface and judge in which ever that came across your mind.. they don't have time to accompany you.. probably is coz they are busy with their work.. they are tired.. probably coz they are going through some big events that they have to settle..

so do you get it missy..? especially your dear's job is something that needs physical exercise.. he probably have to run here and there.. learn all the skills to handle the equipments.. of coz he would be tired after that.. i know how you feel.. just a sense of security right..? maybe you can try to talk to him.. understand what is making him so tired.. that he keeps asking you to sleep coz he himself wanted to sleep.. haha.. just tell him what you want.. coz we guys hate to guess.. you want something.. you ask from us.. don't prompt here hint there and make us guess.. most of us won't even take it to heart coz we might just think that you are just having a casual chat with us.. haha..

this is also a chance to voice out what i wanna say.. hmm.. maybe it's just me thinking too much.. ya.. coz i think there's still hope for me.. coz the things that happened.. but if that's not the case.. please.. give me a real answer.. waiting is really killing me.. and i'm becoming a soulless heart again soon..