Fading..

hmm.. second post of the day.. i was asking myself just now.. do i really have so much to blog..? well.. maybe it's coz of that thing.. ermz.. ya.. that thing.. =X

hoho.. three more practise to count down.. and i gotta be concentrating on my new life.. heard that some juniors cried at home.. oh my god.. come on la.. not that serious.. i will still be coming back but not as often.. don't make me feel so important coz i'm not.. anyway.. i'll try to come back as much as i can.. coz i know i'll miss RSS Chinese Dance..

after today.. i guess i don't have to worry so much.. coz she really got a great bunch of friends that can make her day.. haha.. ya.. seeing them play.. although i wasn't involve in it.. but i can sense all the joyfulness in them.. especially her.. coz her smile is so contagious that it makes me smile.. er.. mushy isn't it.. or rather lame..? -.-

ermz.. feel a sudden urge to thank all of them.. who make her day.. as well as mine.. i thank you here.. you know.. from the time i've decided that i'm gonna protect her.. what i really hoped is something that can awaken her angelic smile that come from the bottom of her hearts.. i thank you all for being her friends.. and i thank god for blessing her by giving her such a great bunch of girls.. actually i don't believed in god.. but who else more can i thank..?

hmm.. although i know that i don't have any stand to say all these coz maybe i'm just her passer-by.. but.. who cares..? haha.. treat me as i'm thanking you as all of you helped me realised my wish..

hey.. i've told you to come to me whenever you are in need right..? actually i do really wish you'll never come and find me.. coz it means you've faced a really big problem and i don't want it to happen.. i hope you'll never need to face the chaos of reality.. but i know it will not happen la.. but.. whatever is the case.. and no matter what happened.. i will always be your last resort.. =)