Crying in the rain..

holy shit.. i saw corpse today.. i mean yesterday which is like one hour+ ago.. that's was so exciting.. but too bad the police already covered it with some kinda plastic sheet.. so well.. it wasn't really that fulfilling towards my curiousity..

anyway.. school has been good except for those damned assignment.. it kinda shuts me off when i don't even know where to start with.. oh well.. i know some people or most adults will say just do something and you'll carry on with it.. like.. i've told you i don't know where to start and you tell me to do something.. is that an answer towards my question? =/

i'm feeling weak.. i don't know why.. either it's true that i'm weak or i just can't get things done.. i always thought i've gotten away from that problem.. but seems to me now.. it is not.. it's still haunting me times after times.. really sick of it.. well.. i have thought of turning into someone so that i won't be so bottled up.. but.. who really understands..? who can give me the answer that i want..? who can give me an unique advice unlike everyone else..? ha.. i still can't believe that i have a weak side.. so not like myself..

eternity does exist.. not in you nor me.. but in everyone as it passes down..