The egg in the balloon..

busy with school.. busy with dance.. busy with everything.. and now i'm gonna take a little bit of my sleeping time to be my time.. but i'm still tired.. -.-

anyway.. my guessing seems to be right everytime when i try to guess some facts from a person.. and it really amazed me.. like how can it be so accurate? oh well.. this time not about about boy girl relation.. but about family problems.. i don't know what to say.. it's just.. too dramatic..

that is one thing.. another thing is that.. hmm.. i just don't feel right about something.. and well.. i don't think she feels right about it too.. coz of her friend.. i think i'll see what happens tomorrow then decide whether to talk to her about it.. maybe that isn't a very good solution.. but that is the best way that i can try not to worsen the way things are now.. since it's not just three person.. but the whole lot of us.. i guess it's time to pay for trying to be a bad person just coz everything is just too hard.. for me.. and for them..

i do not know what's the motive behind.. best if there isn't.. but if there is.. haiz.. i don't know.. wait till that day comes then i'll decide.. it's too hard for me imagine now.. oh well.. nevermind.. maybe i was just thinking too much.. let the bygone be bygone.. i shall treat one according to how he or she treats me.. in surface..

wearing a fake mask in front of so many people needs lots of courage.. and they shall be applaud..

One level higher..

been busy with projects and assignments.. indeed.. this semester kinda sucks coz there are so many big projects.. oh well.. just my luck.. but still.. i don't regret having those childish joker as my classmate.. they are kinda great.. i think.. and er.. no offence ey..

oh well.. everything has been the same though i had tried my best to keep out of everything.. but hey.. trouble keeps on finding me.. what can i do? when can i have a period when there is.. trouble free.. work free.. projects free.. oh ya.. and anonymous free.. haha..

talking about anonymous.. hey.. if any of my content hurts you.. i apologise to you alright.. but if it's my character that you are not comfortable with.. then i'm sorry.. keep out of my blog if you don't like me.. and don't waste your time typing useless comments to the useless me as what you had mentioned.. coz i won't heed advices from someone who doesn't understand me ok? no one can criticise me unless i accept that the fact that they understand me.. ya.. i think it's better for you to use the precious time to go do something meaningful rather than wasting time on me ey?

sometimes.. you just have to know something that is called acceptance..