Be it my stubbornness..

just came back from genting highland for three days.. i had my fun.. i had my time.. and i had my feel.. going out to another country will be my next suggestion for those who are sentimental and most importantly.. rich enough..

anyway.. i bought quite a lot of things for myself.. things like belts.. cap.. necklace.. and of coz.. not forgetting your present.. so don't come complain to me again ey..? haha.. oh.. about the necklace.. coz this shop is selling simple metal plates for necklace and it provides engraving services.. we are like.. so obsessed to it la.. some of us keep going to that shop for the whole three days.. and of coz.. i bought some and engraved something special.. at least to me..

we learn the same thing.. but in a different way.. i guess that's why we are so different in doing the same thing.. you have your idol to look up to.. but i had none.. and maybe that's why you and i have different views about the same thing.. but nevertheless.. we are still good bud aren't we..? =)

i had enough of it.. i'm almost ready.. let this be the last and once and for all.. please hold on.. coz i'm coming..

unwanted memories will then be kept.. until they are wanted again..

Envelope..

i don't know what to write.. but i don't know what to do anyway.. so i think i'll write something here.. even though i don't know what to write.. and there.. i've written something.. =X

oh well.. i'm just too bored.. and today is the first time i help people until so angry.. that girl is so stupid to even know what does hinting mean.. and she needs example somemore.. i can't believe that she's going to get IC soon.. zZz..

i envy someone.. that he has someone to take care of him without complaints.. haha.. even i sort of pity her when i saw her helping him clearing stuffs.. anyway.. that's not my problem.. or maybe i should just wish them all the best.. but hell.. who am i to them..? whatever..

days are not going smooth i guess.. parts and parcels of life.. target is the only goal you achieve.. feeling is the only reason you live.. acceptance is the only way to survive.. i could say no more but to understand that.. i'm the pen of my story..

memories are precious.. but sometimes unwanted..

You gave it up..

end of disaster.. now comes the time to clear the mess.. sometimes i really wonder.. what makes me such a emotional yet heartless creature.. i don't understand.. again.. this song whirl in my mind..

anyway.. camp had been going on well until the last day.. i guess i just have to get used to it since there will always be something nasty happen in each camp.. and girl conflicts are the most troublesome ones.. and shut up if you don't agree with me.. i don't need your comments toward this.. troublesome freak.. zZz..

once again.. i hope i was just trying to hypnotising myself since we had too much chance to be intact.. let's just hope.. coz i would not want it to be true.. i'll only create troubles for myself..

this time.. i shall kept it in my heart and never let it out.. although nothing will be done anyway.. so much for being a human..

learn to control your lust before you irritate others..

Saddening fragments of memories..

i don't know if i should blog now coz i actually have lots of awaiting assignments.. but nevertheless.. whatever..

things are not going well as what i've planned.. how nice.. just when i thought everything was going to be fine and something minor happened which ruined it.. sometimes i really wonder if there's something that against me is watching over me and ruin all that i've planned.. oh well.. just my luck.. and get well soon ey..

now.. another trouble is on my face.. i don't know whether it's the truth.. but well.. the watchers are clearer than the participants.. so i shall assume that it's the truth.. i gotta do something to solve this.. since it's getting nowhere if that continues.. and i don't wanna care about what other people's rights anymore.. as long as it concerns me.. i'll have the right.. blame and hate me all you want..

this is something which is so damn right to the bottom.. and a phrase must learn for couples.. written by myself.. "沟通不在于诉说, 而在于手指尖的触摸.."

we have to learn to get out of other people's lives if we are not the one for them..