You have two personalities, one of which is very quiet, and the other is a total opposite. To be more exact, crazy and mad are the words, literally. You find it hard to make the first step when making friends, and that of course affected your communication skills with the others. However, you will find it easy to talk your heart out to those who know you for quite some time, and deep inside, you already recognise and "classified" that person as somewhat understands you a little, although you may not really accept it on the surface.
You are always changing for the better. But as an introvert, you will only want to learn "how to be a good person" all by yourselves. Because of not wanting to confront anybody with the idea of good person you have in your mind, some are so wrong yet you refuse to change because you believe deeply in what you learn all by yourselves.
As for the people around you, younger ones will feel that you are a very "deep" person. They can't tell what you are thinking because you very quiet, but once you open your mouth, it's always something new, logical and doubts-clearing. However, the elder ones like your parents, will think that you are just being a bad boy. Trying to have an own characteristic which makes it hard for them to teach.
In love, you are the best to find, hardest to keep. You give the same amount of care to everyone around you, or perhaps more to some special ones, helping them in whatever you can when they are in need, thus many were attracted by you. On the other hand, when you become a couple, she will feel very unsecure because you give the same amount of care to everyone, which makes her wanted to "lock" you up so that you can only care for her. This in turn makes you feel that you have no more freedom and "BOOM!", that's the end between you two. This happens very often and although you appeared to be yearning for freedom, all you want is just care and concerns from others, which also leads to a better understanding of you.
You make it very clear that when you are at work, it goes by a system and will only consider personal relationship if it's serious. Everybody in your "working range" respected you as being a person with full concentration when it's time for work. However, apart from these, you are kind of lazy, but a smart one. You will make it easy for yourselves if you think certain way is too troublesome for you, even if the easy way means troublesome for the others. This will make the others have a bad impression of you. Nevertheless, if the easy way does not trouble the others, it will impress them and respect you for that.
that's some personality test that i did.. i think it's quite true.. i don't know.. what do you think..?
you are the pen of your own story..
