蝶恋..

i can't change the habit of listening to musics.. oh well.. guess i'll live with my fantasy for a long while more.. hmm.. below is something that i wrote base on the tune of the music that i'm playing.. so don't bother to look on the net if you like it.. coz there's no such song.. =P

身在山顶峰 望着蓝天空
静静地做我的蝴蝶梦
眼睛曾承诺 要一起到白首
至今却全部都变成空

枫叶渐渐的飘落
记忆还残留在我心中
花芙蓉 玫瑰红
美不过 你真诚眼眸

寒风一嗖嗖吹过
斗不过寂寞给的极冬
江河涌 天地崩
缘未尽 下辈子再走

爱的真谛是心灵相通..

Eye carving..

sometimes it's not just me.. but sometimes it's just me.. i feel something fishy is going on.. yet i can't tell.. i wonder if all those words and actions are true.. or it's just normal behaviour.. again.. i shall say the three forbidden words.. i don't know..

i'm not worrying.. but i'm just thinking.. how good it will be if it comes true.. yet i don't feel the urge.. contradict.. something that i haven't been doing for a long time.. is it a sign to tell me that i should get serious? or is it just a symptom showing that i've grown weak?

i've always adore musics than songs.. coz musics have much more freedom in imaginations and feelings.. to be simpler.. they make you live in your own world.. but i guess i should stop it soon.. it's time to listen to some songs that describes all of reality.. maybe then i'll find my answer.. to those intersections of the available paths..

things go complicated when you do not have confidence.. do not dare to make another step.. and most importantly.. do not even know what is going on.. how i wished i've had a place.. so to end my days in the whirl pool.. unknowing of the direction..

logical mind does not work anymore when people are confused..

Beliefs..

i seriously hope she will understand.. coz that would do her good in communications with others and her characteristic.. as i said.. we live in a world where other people are living in it too.. we have to think about others on how they feel before saying or doing anything.. that's the only way to be accepted by others..

anyway.. i saw this advertisment on this "hook that can be stick onto the wall" or whatever it is.. having this sentence.. "Holds on strongly. Comes off cleanly.".. oh wow.. that's just so strong for only six words.. if only they could be applied to life ey..? just too bad life is not just a "hook that can be stick onto the wall"..

although life is not just that simple.. we should always make it as happy as we could.. and cherish those you have.. do whatever you can to help.. achieve whatever you can dream of.. to be honest.. life is too short.. don't yearn for the past.. don't predict for the future.. instead of living in what is gone and worrying for what is coming.. we should always settle ourselves.. our heart.. and live to the fullest for our everyday..

just a gentle touch from the finger tips.. we can feel love everywhere..

Buttons of possibilities..

second week has passed since i enrolled into NAFA.. oh well.. time seems to pass rather quick.. maybe it's coz i don't get to look at the time very often.. anyway.. it's kinda a good experience over there..

it's very courageous and brave of someone to do what he or she wants coz that thing that he or she wanted might not be able to be accepted by everyone.. i'm a very lucky person who has got some people's support and therefore it went on smoothly i would say.. i just met an incidence in which my junior says she does not wanna study in school anymore.. that may sound absurd but i talked to her and heard what she had planned..

everyone should be given a chance to try to live their life.. may it be tough or simple.. as long as he or she has planned.. i guess it isn't of a big deal to free yourself from the life style that the government or the society gives you.. whatever it is.. we beg for no regrets.. live yourself.. be confident.. and you can still touch the skies like everyone does..

from a dark corner.. we see big bright sky.. but from big bright sky.. we see small black dot..