Curtains..

i'm getting a bit tired now.. maybe i should take a rest but i think the situation now doesn't allow me to do that.. oh well.. let's see then.. anyway.. i watch this person from taiwan sings.. though he is blind.. he is really putting his heart in it when he is singing the song "you are my eyes".. and it's a really different thing from those idol singer.. now i feel that they don't know what they are singing for..

dance too.. my classmate who are probably interested in joining the troupe ask me whether they get paid for performance.. when i replied no then they go like "huh?".. what i mean is that.. they forgot the true meaning of dancing.. a money-minded artist won't go anywhere far.. you need your heart to learn to dance.. you need your heart to perform.. just like the person i spoken of just now.. he is really using his heart and body to sing.. and the difference is very obvious.. between a passionate artist and a money-minded piece of shit..

anyway.. being a leader is really lonely.. you are all on your own.. when a thing is thrown to you.. you have to get it done to set an example.. when your group members have problems.. you gotta put down whatever you are doing and help them solve it at first hand to keep the thing working.. and when you are doing something the same as your group members.. you have to give it your all so that you are outstanding.. coz in any way.. when the public is going to judge what all of you done.. a leader is sure to and must do better.. coz the word leader already means whoever is assigned the title have more capabilities than the others.. all the more.. a leader can't complain to anyone so to keep the trust and the reliability.. to make it simpler.. it's to keep up the spirits..

that's something random when i suddenly thought of the word leader on the bus.. oh well.. that doesn't mean i'm backing out..

books and references aren't enough.. experience them..

Diamond on the sand..

long awaited post probably ey..? oh well.. been busy with stuffs.. and i really mean stuffs.. much things had happened from the last time i post.. ups and downs of others as well as myself.. i've learnt that stubborn people who do things stubbornly only end up hurting themselves..

there's a difference of listening to others and being shaken by the others.. you can have your own stands and i definitely agree and support having own stands.. but that doesn't mean you reject all of others comment on you and things you do.. and say that i don't wanna be easily shaken by what other people said.. you've gotta have the abilities to filter the comments and take in the good ones.. plain stubborness of being yourself and only yourself is stupid and dumb.. how could you ever improve yourself like this?

as what i always believed.. there's no good or bad person.. only acceptable and unacceptable person.. take for example a thief.. being a thief is bad as we all know.. but think.. what if the act of stealing is being accepted by humans.. a thief will then be deemed as a good person.. right?

so in order to improve yourself.. most of the things that you do must be acceptable.. coz the word acceptable is given by the others.. not yourself.. and it goes back to what i've said before.. we are living together with the others.. so we cannot only think of ourself and not to consider what others feel.. everyone needs to be accepted.. and everyone has the right to have a chance to be accepted.. coz that's how this world works as we always depends on others to live.. imagine if you have a master in everything but no one is gonna hire you.. coz your behaviour is just unacceptable.. how are you gonna survive?

no one can live alone.. you may say that living on top of the mountain and go hunting everyday is considered as living alone.. but that's wrong.. what do you depend on to live? you need trees to build houses and to set up fire.. you need foods provided by the animals living on the mountain.. isn't that depending on others?

change is needed when there's a need to change.. change comes naturally most of the time.. but firstly.. you have to tell yourself to open up for change.. only then can change comes naturally..

with things you don't like.. you'll find things you like..