Just that moment..

i found my new love which i just uploaded onto my player.. and guess what? it's a soundtrack of Kung Fu Panda.. you may think that i'm childish but wait till you listen to it.. and i'm not buying the soundtrack coz i like the movie.. i'm just looking for chinese contemporary music for inspiration only..

and talking about music.. a good piece of music is needed to choreograph a good dance.. but it's just hard to find.. and it's not like we have that much money to invest in it.. coz sometimes there's not even one that can inspire you even if you bought a whole tower of cds..

my holiday is ending.. that kinda sucks coz i still have design of t-shirt and jacket to go.. also the invitation letter.. hmm.. let's just get over with it and i swear i'm gonna change the system after the performance is over.. ok that's too aggressive.. how about proposing to change the system? ya that sounds better..

two of my helping hands are going to be away from singapore.. think i've gotta start asking someone to do some stuffs already.. so that they'll get used to it.. oh well.. let's see then..

a reasonable request is to train.. an unreasonable request is to temper..

Full of surprises..

sometimes i really don't understand why can people talk only about their love all the time.. the blog.. the photos.. even the msn nick.. it's like.. no life..? i would have gotten tired if it was me.. or maybe this romantic element is not in my blood so i can't appreciate the greatness in it.. ah right.. i would rather call that no vision and no self opinion..

ya i did talked about love in my blog.. but that's not all.. like come on.. love is not the only thing in your life so wake up.. ok i'm making general comments there which is not very ear-friendly.. treat it as i'm throwing tamtrum which i seldom do.. oh well..

you know.. sometimes others just find it amazing how you can do something which is not usually you or even out of your character.. and for once i was so overwhlemed by the reaction of a bunch of girls when i was sitting in front of them watching a movie.. and they were like talking away so happily about how cute the male lead smiled when his character in the movie was an introvert and all..

some of my female classmates too.. telling me that i'm such a quiet person that when they saw me smile or laugh they would be so shocked.. and said "you look so good when you smile".. and when i said i just don't do that very often then they replied "then you should smile more"..

perhaps that's how people deemed something as special.. coz they are rare.. seldom appears and most importantly.. it's lovely..

even with a bad story.. a good story-teller is all it takes..

Feeble mask..

it's good that you can get someone's well wishes once in a while to help you in everything you do.. it's kinda important.. and probably the best drug in the world.. yea when i say drug it means it's addictive for those who are not as strong-willed.. but well.. you can never underestimate the potential it wields..

i kinda realise that just a few months ago.. to many people it may seem just like a normal thing.. cheering up people and stuff.. but to me it's not.. since i always keep things to myself.. and perhaps it is this reason.. that i don't like to use the sentence "good luck to you" to cheer people up.. i just feel that it is very irresponsible of me to say that to anyone.. and in a way.. i feel that it's just a better way to say that "even if you are successful.. you got that only by luck"..

you can say that i'm thinking too much.. but well.. this is how i feel.. and i know those who said that are just being kind.. so i don't get irritated when people say that to me.. or maybe i'll just reply them in a joking tone like "thanks but i only depend on my own strength".. but i won't say it to others.. coz i believe those who deserve my well wishes can do it without having luck..

maybe i'm too serious about this trivial matter if you may say.. but you have to have a principal of your own to live as yourself.. as what i believed.. this is what develops a character within you.. and thus making you as an individual..

it's not about the posture that you present.. but the aura you emit..

Where's my lucky star..

you know we all love to do personality tests.. i still remember how i loved to do it in the past.. and i would be so happy to know that the result is so accurate to descibe about me.. if not i would just complain a bit before i go on with what i'm suppose to do..

i just went back to see a personality test website to see my profile which still has my result in it.. and i started to feel that.. doing a personality test is just a way to prove the existence of myself.. i don't know how the hell did that got into me but.. that's quite logical now when i think of it.. especially when i'm a big loner.. oh well..

i feel like changing.. however i don't know how and where to start with.. no one seems to be able to give me a good piece of advice.. or maybe it's just that i trust myself too much to even trust others.. nah.. whatever..

are you tired? coz you've been walking around in my mind for a few days already..

you are left with nothing once you've got everything..

Decoy..

dance camp is over.. but everything wasn't the same like how it was in the past.. the way we go for it for the first few days and died off the last few days.. the atmopsphere of everyone being involved and get together everyday.. time changed.. i guess attitude changes too.. or maybe it's just me.. coz i keep going out to run errands for godma..

anyway.. i managed to finish the design of booking form poster and that little booklet which i don't know what it's called in five days during the camp.. using my break time.. i'm so proud of it ok.. and now i wonder how the hell did i managed it..

ok the above are just crap.. all i wanna say is.. i simply love her.. for no fucking reason.. here we go again..

do not be deceived by the looks of it.. it's about whether you believe in it or not..

永恒..

我们心中轻风般的旋律
激动地带着我们前往未知的明天
若将我们的期望缠绕在一起
我又是否能看见那奇迹般向我微笑的那一天

I feel "I need you", I just miss you in my life
千万别掉头
啊~ 握着我的手 一起启程
走向那即将在我们面前闪耀的未来

飞吧我的灵魂 就在你从悲伤与痛苦中蜕变成温柔之时
别在途中迷失
在我们遇见的那一瞬间 你超越了时空
请与我一起照亮天空 直到永恒

不断在夜里回响的誓言正迅速地消逝
我的心与两颗交错的星星一起律动
在辽阔的天空下面对你 我们的脉搏正在赛跑
在你忍住的泪背后又藏着什么原因

I will never leave you, I want to promise you
千万别忘了
啊~ 你给我勇气 向前冲刺
让我们握着它一起翱翔

珍惜让我们在一起的命运
永不丢弃保护亲爱的你的力量
在这时刻我知道了我的弱点 我将变得更加坚强
是的 直到永恒

embrace your dream..

Joy of living..

i just got this personality test somewhere.. and it is by far the most accurate test i've taken..

1、你更喜欢吃那种水果？
A、草莓2分 B、苹果3分 C、西瓜 5分 D、菠萝10分 E、橘子 15分
2、你平时休闲经常去的地方
A、郊外2分 B、电影院 3分 C、公园5分 D、商场10分 E、酒吧15分 F、练歌房20分
3、你认为容易吸引你的人是？
A、有才气的人2分 B、依赖你的人3分 C、优雅的人5分 D、善良的人10分 E、性情豪 放的人15分
4、如果你可以成为一种动物，你希望自己是哪种？
A、猫2分 B、马 3分 C、大象 5分 D、猴子 10分 E、狗15分 F、狮子 20分
5、天气很热，你更愿意选择什么方式解暑？
A、游泳 5分 B、喝冷饮 10分 C、开空调 15分
6、如果必须与一个你讨厌的动物或昆虫在一起生活，你能容忍哪一个？
A、蛇2分 B、猪 5分 C、老鼠 10分 D、苍蝇15分
7、你喜欢看哪类电影、电视剧？
A、悬疑推理类2分 B、童话神话类 3分C、自然科学类 5分 D、伦理道德类10分 E、 战争枪战类 15分
8、以下哪个是你身边必带的物品？
A、打火机 2分 B、口红 2分 C、记事本 3分 D、纸巾 5分 E、手机 10分
9、你出行时喜欢坐什么交通工具？
A、火车 2分 B、自行车 3分 C、汽车 5分 D、飞机 10分 E、步行 15分
10、以下颜色你更喜欢哪种？
A、紫2分 B、黑 3分 C、蓝 5分 D、白 8分 E、黄 12分 F、红 15分
11、下列运动中挑选一个你最喜欢的（不一定擅长）？
A、瑜珈2分 B、自行车 3分 C、乒乓球 5分 D、拳击 8分 E、足球 10 F、蹦极 15分
12、如果你拥有一座别墅，你认为它应当建立在哪里？
A、湖边 2分 B、草原3分 C、海边 5分 D、森林 10分 E、城中区15分
13、你更喜欢以下哪种天气现象？
A、雪 2分 B、风 3分 C、雨 5分 D、雾 10分 E、雷电 15分
14、你希望自己的窗口在一座30层大楼的第几层？
A、七层2分 B、一层 3分 C、二十三层5分 D、十八层 10分 E、三十层 15分
15、你认为自己更喜欢在以下哪一个城市中生活？
A、丽江 1分 B、拉萨 3分 C、昆明 5分 D、西安 8分 E、杭州 10分 F、北京 15 分

180分以上：意志力强，头脑冷静，有较强的领导欲，事业心强，不达目的不罢休。 外表和善，内心自傲，对有利于自己的人际关系比较看重，有时显得性格急噪，咄咄逼人，得理不饶人，不利于自己时顽强抗争，不轻易认输。思维理性，对爱情和婚姻的看法很现实，对金钱的欲望一般。
140分至179分：聪明，性格活泼，人缘好，善于交朋友，心机较深。事业心强，渴望成功。思维较理性，崇尚爱情，但当爱情与婚姻发生冲突时会选择有利于自己的婚姻 。金钱欲望强烈。
100分至139分：爱幻想，思维较感性，以是否与自己投缘为标准来选择朋友。性格显得较孤傲，有时较急噪，有时优柔寡断。事业心较强，喜欢有创造性的工作，不喜欢按常规办事。性格倔强，言语犀利，不善于妥协。崇尚浪漫的爱情，但想法往往不切合实际。金钱欲望一般。
70分至99分：好奇心强，喜欢冒险，人缘较好。事业心一般，对待工作，随遇而安，善于妥协。善于发现有趣的事情，但耐心较差，敢于冒险，但有时较胆小。渴望浪漫的爱情，但对婚姻的要求比较现实。不善理财。
40分至69分：性情温良，重友谊，性格塌实稳重，但有时也比较狡黠。事业心一般，对本职工作能认真对待，但对自己专业以外事物没有太大兴趣，喜欢有规律的工作和 生活，不喜欢冒险，家庭观念强，比较善于理财。
40分以下：散漫，爱玩，富于幻想。聪明机灵，待人热情，爱交朋友，但对朋友没有 严格的选择标准。事业心较差，更善于享受生活，意志力和耐心都较差，我行我素。 有较好的异性缘，但对爱情不够坚持认真，容易妥协。没有财产观念。

my result is 100 to 139.. and it's so accurate.. especially the word "孤傲".. that's like the best description for me..

the excitement of crossing blades creates a transmission of beliefs..