Tuesday, November 18

On the grass patch..

biannual performance and sem exam are finally over.. i was like crawling through my way.. zZz.. oh well let's see what's coming next.. opera performance in less than a week's time.. "Our Growing Creation" showcase in two week's time.. and a dance camp straight after that.. ok there goes my holiday..

i think singapore really lacks of depth.. even the way we joke about something is really childish compared to others.. just look at the variety shows in singapore and china or taiwan.. it's like pluto and sun.. in terms of size and distance.. ok la since i'm a singaporean i'll try to squeeze something nice.. let's see.. oh yea.. it's a good place to start.. but not a good place to continue.. i guess that's the biggest compliment i can give..

maybe that's why they are bringing "foreign talents" in.. but why do "foreign talents" wanna come here if they are really talents? perhaps what they meant by talents are just commoners by others..

or perhaps i'm just thirsty for a richer life experience.. for once i thought of going to china to live with those taoists and monks for a short period.. not that i wanna be a monk or what.. at least just to experience.. speaking of this.. i ask one of my friend to bring me to any of the bar that is prone to troubles like fighting or even has the most cases of spiked drinks.. and when i said it's for inspiration for a choreography when she asked me why.. she's giving me that "are you sure" face with one big eye and one small eye.. lol..

fine.. i admit that my thoughts and actions are almost always too out of the box.. well.. just too bad..

人生如梦.. 美恶交融.. 归回尘土.. 一场虚空..

Monday, November 17

仙剑问情..

细雨飘清风摇
凭藉痴心般情长
浩雪落黄河浊
任由他绝情心伤
放下吧手中剑我情愿
唤回了心底情宿命尽
为何要孤独绕
你在世界另一边
对我的深情怎能用只字片语写的尽写的尽
不贪求一个愿

又想起你的脸朝朝暮暮漫漫人生路
时时刻刻看到你的眼眸里柔情似水
今生缘来世再续情何物生死相许
如有你相伴不羡鸳鸯不羡仙

情天动青山中
阵风瞬息万里云
寻佳人情难真
御剑踏破乱红尘
翱翔那苍穹中心不尽
纵横在千年间轮回转
为何让寂寞长
我在世界这一边
对你的思念怎能用千言万语说的清说的清
只奢望一次醉

又想起你的脸寻寻觅觅相逢在梦里
时时刻刻看到你的眼眸里缱绻万千
今生缘来世再续情何物生死相许
如有你相伴不羡鸳鸯不羡仙
我命由我不由天..

Sunday, November 9

Devils never cry..

有人说.. 活着只是一种方式.. 活得精彩才是目的..

伤的越深.. 感触就多.. 痛得彻底.. 认知也多.. 但试问自己所谓的感触及认知.. 是否通用于天下? 世上无对与错.. 只有被认同与不被认同的.. 敢问如果偷窃的行为是被认同的话.. 那么小偷是好人还是坏人? 如果说实话是不被认同的话.. 那么老实人是好人还是坏人?

人与人之间的感情.. 关系.. 那么的简单却带点复杂.. 是训练?磨练?试炼?还是人们用来把自己锁在一旁的铁链?为了一个人付出了那么多.. 到头来却因他不回复你的热情而感伤.. 甚至含恨.. 是精神的训练.. 看透世事的磨练.. 人生的试炼.. 还是只是感情的铁链?

时间能冲淡一切.. 冲淡所有的不快乐.. 但这是否又意味着以往的纯真也会因此而渐渐消逝? 在保持纯真与在这弱肉强食的社会生存之中.. 又该如何抉择?就算作了决定.. 这种非常的自我意识是被认同的吗?那么多那么多的问题.. 麻烦.. 和该注意的事.. 有时候把人给逼疯了.. 才会惹来一些平民百姓的怜悯.. 除此之外什么都没有..

人在江湖.. 身不由己.. 虽然每个人都有自己的一套生活方式与人生道理.. 但这其中又有多少人能够真正的洞悉尘世?充其量也不过就是个苦过来的人罢了.. 一个苦过来的人劝导一个苦过来的人.. 相信也只会更苦而已.. 难道苦瓜炒黄莲会是甜的吗?

其实做人很简单.. 想要怎么做人才是最难的.. 只要记得人分两种.. 一种是依靠人的.. 一种是被依靠的.. 想要活得快乐就得知道自己是哪一种人.. 当然同类人不能在一起.. 那只会引起不必要的风波..

回忆固然美丽.. 未来虽然迷茫.. 但与其渴望过去.. 担心将来.. 不如踏踏实实的活在当下.. 这才是上上之策.. 朋友们.. 活着只是一种方式.. 活得精彩才是目的.. 就像把五味瓶打翻了似的.. 体验生活的精彩吧..


"start from myself".. is much easier than "start from others"..
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