Steel is the body and fire is the blood..

i still remember that i used to like to watch cartoons.. drama series.. movies about this good guy defeating this bad guy or whatsoever.. during those days.. yeap.. bad guys should be exterminated.. all those "rule the world" "all you get is emptiness" "you are bound to get hurt" seems so unreal to me back then.. i mean.. why would they make the protagonist wrong..?

but now.. i seems to understand what they are talking about and began to empathise the "bad guy".. coz what they believed and what they are saying isn't just simply something they came up and blabber those words so as to crash the beliefs of the others.. but also the truth.. it's just so happened that the more concrete truth is that in a fantasy.. the fantasy always wins the reality.. especially when we humans are sensual beings..

i don't know why i talked about this but.. maybe i'm just not in a very good mood.. or rather no mood.. after seeing something just now.. oh well.. this just shows how much longer i need to go..

here to quote something from somewhere which is my current favourite.. and i think it fits me really well..

i have withstood much pain to create many weapons..
yet, these hands will never hold anything..

sometimes the non-existent just wins the existent..

Moments of familiarity..

just went for a night run.. which surprisingly.. makes me feel great.. my minds were clear and i feel alive.. and then inspiration struck me.. and i think it really make sense.. here to share..

我将人性分为三大种类.. 理性.. 感性.. 以及兽性.. 这三大性则是为什么人说男女有别的原因.. 首先以理性和感性来说.. 女性通常以感性居多但理性居少.. 而男性则是感性与理性各一半.. 这就是为什么男人要在社会上立足是进退两难.. 而女人则是步步艰难.. 女人在谈感情时比男人道高一尺.. 而男人在谈政治、商场、战场时比女人魔高一丈.. 当然也有复杂的特别个案..

至于兽性.. 又称本能.. 是为了生存而存在.. 在男性与女性之间有相同也有分别.. 首先说分别.. 男性的兽性在于你争我夺、你死我活、传宗接代的部分.. 而女性的兽性会在防范.. 尤其是孩子或自己.. 还有觉得自己受到威胁的时候显露出.. 这也是为什么男性明着来..女性暗中宰的原因.. 当然也有特别个案.. 而这些特别个案则牵涉到了是理性居多或感性居多的问题.. 男性与女性兽性的唯一共同点就是食、饮与呼吸.. 这些是生存的根本.. 没了兽性就如同死亡.. 但也正因如此.. 理性根基浅者常会因为为了生存而让自己的兽性主宰.. 做出伤天害理的事..

现今社会说要男女平等.. 根本是做梦.. 男女永远不可能平等.. 因为男女是绝对有别的.. 即便是龙凤胎.. 只要出生时间不一样.. 名字不一样.. 那就是不同遭遇.. 也就等于不平等.. 所以男女平等是绝对不成立的..

但人人平等却是成立的.. 原因就是因为人人都有不公平的待遇.. 我知道很难懂.. 试想"不公平"等于"A".. 如果每个人都有"A"的待遇的话.. 那是不是人人平等?

另外.. 藉由情况、情愫等因素.. 三大性会本能地产生力量.. 但这力量是正是邪、所为可不可取.. 完全靠本人的因果造化..

说到力量.. 感性的力量为其中之最.. 光是与男人与女人之间的区分作比较.. 就知道感性占了极大分量.. 理性中等.. 兽性须因人而异.. 因此感性为人类之优点.. 也是缺点.. 至于何时为优点或缺点.. 须以此人个性和当下情况而判断.. 举例来说.. 一名勇士在商讨军事时毛遂自荐.. 愿当先锋主动讨伐敌军.. 此乃有勇之举.. 但如碰到的是强悍的敌军.. 就连硬碰硬都不一定能赢的话.. 同样的人就变成了有勇无谋之辈..

a bit makes the difference big..